Overwhelmed and over it..

Ever since I can remember I wanted to get married, own a home, finish school, have lots of babies!

Welp I did it graduated school, own a home, got married, and am pregnant due pretty much any day now.

This pregnancy has been physically fine but mentally horrible. My husband doesn’t get my emotions (why would he he’s not pregnant) doesn’t consider I’m overly emotional because I’m pregnant.

During this whole pregnancy my love for him has decreased greatly (I know you think I’m horrible) but literally the entire time in the back of my head I think well if it doesn’t work out oh well... this is NOT the way I should or want to feel about my husband BUT it is the way I feel.

Anyone else just feel blah about their SO when pregnant? Anyone file for divorce while pregnant or after their baby was born? Is this feeling temporary?

I feel like the worst person alive for feeling this way!