Weight battle (rant)

Tori • 28. Benjamin born 4/17/19. IVF warrior.

So I just hot home from my dr. She prescribed me Provera 3 months ago and it finally kick started my period again, hadn't had one in almost a year. Well I thought I was pregnant so I stopped taking it and...nothing. No AF, BFNs all the time, blood test was a negative. She said I needed to start the medicine again and keep going indefinitely. When I asked why she said its because I am morbidly obese and need to lose weight if I ever want a chance of a normal life, much less pregnancy. She again refered me to the diet plan she sells, Ideal Protein.

What I HATE is that she refuses to actually treat me as far as getting pregnant, because of my weight. Its going on 12 months TTC and I don't know what ywo do nextw. Why should I lose a substantial amount of weight, just to get pregnant? I'm just going to get fat again! I'm 270 lbs. She wants me at 130. Thats more then half my body weight I need to lose :( Sorry for rant, just needed to vent a little.