Holiday blues

This is my first pregnancy and my first holidays as a mama to be. My baby daddy walked out at 12weeks, I’ve been on modified bed rest due to preterm delivery possibilities, and my family left to see the rest of my family in CALI. Long story short I’ve been alone and will be until New Year’s Day because I can’t travel. My few friends are with their family and traveling as well. None of my regular family sent me Christmas cards, gifts for baby or I, and no calls or nexts. I’m actually really sad that my first pregnant holidays has been alone.