I have a 14 month old. I’m not sure if I want more kids. But Im nostalgic for my pregnancy. Which is weird because I really didn’t even enjoy my pregnancy—I had bad morning sickness and then spent the rest of the months worried sick about something bad happening to my LO. I got induced at 39 weeks due to panic attacks from this. Labor was painful, obviously, and I got a second degree tear, healing was horrible, etc. I don’t even know if I want to REALLY be pregnant again or if I just like the thought. I’m just so nostalgic for my pregnancy and getting to be on this app talking about what week I am and what LO is doing in the womb. The excitement of labor approaching, the unknown, the curiosity... I’m the first to have kids amongst my friends and I feel as though I’m going to be sad and jealous when they get pregnant (all are trying soon) even though I want them all to have kids (really bad) and even though I HAVE a wonderful child, and could theoretically have another if we chose to. So why be jealous?? 🤷‍♀️ I miss the experience. It was something I had always dreamt of and hoped for and never thought would really happen. I just miss it! Anyone else?