We have chemistry!

OkY so I may or may not have hooked up with my best friend... whoops😂 anyways ladies it was perfect. We were having a few drinks and I told him I was going to the kitchen to get some more ice for my drink. As I walked out of the kitchen he was standing in the middle of the hallways and I bumped into him bc it was pitch black. I set my drink down and I said “I can’t see you, u scared me” (his place is controlled by a google home system) and so he said “google turn on tree lights” and all the Christmas lights in his apartment turned on. Then he said “can you see me now” so I said “google, turn off tree lights” and he immediately kissed me. He picked me up and threw me against the wall. Kissing hard, kissing my neck, like omg. Words can’t describe. He thenwas holding me and walked me to the couch and threw me down. And started making out even harder. I ripped his shirt off of him and we kept going. At one point he stopped, looked at me and said “this is amazing”. I started rubbing my hand down his side. He grabbed my hand put it on his back and in a deep whispery tone he said “no, nails go here” OMG! I’ve never felt that much chemistry with anyone. And we weren’t gonna tell anyone until I went back over to his place the next night and it all happened again. And I knew it wasn’t just a hookup when we confessed his feelings to me. Saying he had felt like this for months. I looked at him and said “so I’m guessing John and kal don’t know” (his roommates and other best friends) he said “not a clue, we can tell them when it’s official” and my stomach had butterflies in it. Well we fell asleep half naked cuddling on the couch and then his roommates came home... so I guess they found out sooner than we expected😂😂😂😂 then that same day he came to see me at work. I love being with him. It’s so good. I love how I can be myself around him. Since he’s been my best friend for the last 4 years he’s seen me at my worst, my best, when I’m ready for a night out or when I’m chillin in my sweats. Just omg!