Raped, 16 need to vent...

Eden

8 months ago i was an idiot and met an older guy at the mall. things turned really bad really fast... at first i didnt tell anyone. i texted him asking why he did it and he just kept apoligizing. i still have those messages.. one day a detective called me asking about my texts to him. it turns out he had raped 3 other people and had gone to prison for it already but was out on good behavior. idk. im still so mad at myself for putting myself in that situation. my life changed that day.. it spun my whole world upside down. now my parents dont trust me... and i understand why. but if i could take it back i would .. bc nothing has been the same since.