Hey ladies I’m sitting here thinking 🤔 feeling sad 😞

So here’s my story

I’m 38, mom of 4. I tied my tubes after my twins in 2010. But in 2015 I had a rival ligation. So in 2016 I met my husband. He’s 10 years younger, no children, I have 4 😏 in 2017 I had an ectopic pregnancy and ended up having my left tube removed. I still have my ovaries. I had a really hard time with it I was depressed all year. My mom also passed in June. I’ve been a wreck and haven’t been into trying to have a baby again. On top of it all I have PTSD, Bipolar Disorder. But in the last month things have turned around. I’ve had this extra attraction to my husband and we’ve been busier than ever. This is the exact same ovulation cycle as last year when I got pregnant. I’m really hoping God sees that we deserve to be blessed with another beautiful angel 👼 we’ve worked so hard to be better husband and wife to each other and this time we are ready for a second chance 🙏🏼

There’s so much in between but I wanted to keep it short. I’m just looking for encouragement and prayers. I’ve taken on reading the Bible recently and am feeling a closer connection to God. He is the Almighty Father 🙏🏼❤️ I need all my people to pray