Please excuse me while I have a little rant/pitty party for myself. I see everyone's social media posts about want an awesome year 2018 was with having babies ECT and here I am at ttc for the year of 2018 with it ending in two miscarriage one at 11 weeks in March and one at 10 weeks in Oct ( ending up in hospital because of the last miscarriage and almost dying due to blood loss) thinking I can not wait for this year to be over. Please pray the 2019 has better things coming because I emotionally and physically can not take another year like this. I'm praying for all you some day Mama's like me. Xxx