Im probably not going to ovulate this cycle

Been 5 days I been testing and nothing not even a line increase. All my cb are showing up blank circles. Last cycle was the same thing I didn’t ovulate till the day I usually start my period and my period ended up coming 12 days late😡🤬! This is just making me so sad and mad I feel like I’ll never get my chance for a rainbow baby! Does anyone have any advice.