trying not to overthink and worry

Jess • dog and baby human mom. Just doing my best.

I got my first faint line Wednesday and have kept testing because I’m scared the lines will vanish. (they have been just fine so far, the one I took today the line showed up nice and strong almost before the control line even did). I know people are probably gonna say stop testing, you’re pregnant, that’s all it shows, I just keep wanting to make sure.

This is our first baby and the first grandbaby for both sides of our family, and we’ve had a lot of loss in our family this year so we both want this so badly. And since we found out this week when all the offices are closed, I can’t call to make an appointment until a couple days from now. I feel like I’m going to make myself sick worrying, even though I know there’s nothing I can really do at this point besides take my vitamins and wait 😭