Momma to a beautiful 8 month old.... and just found out I’m pregnant again! Since my periods never really got back to normal, my best guess is I’m around 4 or 5 weeks, so I’ll be due early September!

Truth is, I feel really bad this baby wasn’t planned. Our first was planned to the T and I had EVERYTHING scheduled out. This time..... wooops! When I saw that pink line, my initial feeling wasn’t jumping for joy like it was with my first.

I feel so guilty. I feel like I’ll be taking precious toddler/baby time away from my first because I’ll be busy with a newborn when she’s just 17 months old. I feel like I messed up even though my husband and I are in a really good place in our lives (good job, financially stable, happy marriage, healthy baby girl etc.) The plan was to try again next summer/fall and have a baby when our first turns two. Obviously there’s no pause button on pregnancy, so here we go!

Mommas, please help me feel better about not planning this one! 😫