So my husband is still offshore and I’ve missed Christmas and New Year’s with him, but he called me before midnight and we were able to ring in the New Year together over the phone which I thought was very sweet. ❤️

My kids were here and we were having a good time when all of a sudden I burst into tears as soon as My Husband and I ended the call.

I couldn’t stop crying 😭

AF is 6 days away and this is the time I get super emotional before my period, ugh! so as I’m balling my eyes out in the kitchen, my 3 year old grandson comes up to me and gives me the biggest hug and says “Don’t cry Nana, Grandpa will be home soon”

That made me cry even harder...after giving him a big squeeze and smooches I immediately run to my bathroom to test Bc I’m thinking oh great it’s my stupid period coming so I test and of course BFN 😢

So I cry even harder and longer.

I know 8dpo is early and IF I am pregnant I could still get my BFP in a few days, if not then this month I think it’ll happen.

Oh and I’ve gained so much weight during this TWW ugh!