i feel so depressed if i wasn’t pregnant i really dont feel like id be alive.

we planned this baby for so long ive never been so in love and so sure about someone in my whole life i really really felt like he was the one.

he just doesnt show he loves me, he kisses with his eyes open, doesnt tell me what i mean to him or ever call me beautiful or make me feel that way, never cuddles me or kisses me unless i do it first he just enever makes me feel loved, but when i need him most hes there.

he has got a heart of gold but he just doesnt show it. ive tried a million times to talk to him and tell him how i feel and that hes gonna push me away if he carries on acting distant and that its simply the little things i need, even if its just a reminder that i mean something or a quick kiss on the forehead. its the little things i need him to change nothing big. hes made so many promises qnd always breaks them and bow ive lost all respect for his word.

i constantly felt let down and ive had enough. i warned him we wont last if he keeps on and now ive caught myself feeling so low 24/7, feels like the only time we bond or get excited is when were talking about the baby. we argue 24/7 and im feelinf myself deeling irritated by him all the time, its got to the point i feel like just the way he is pisses me off and i feel bad because here i am 4 months pregnant and hes here talking about all the things were gonna do with the baby and i just wonna cry and hsout for him to leave me alone coz none of its gonna happen because im constantly muserable. 😭 someone please help im 20 and prwgnant eith his baby an di love him but i feel like im falling out of love with him because of how he is with me. only thing i care about is this baby, i dont even love or care about myself anymore.