It's gonna b almost 10 years since I last gave birth and nearly 13 years since my first.

I am really starting to worry.

I have been so very lucky with both my 2 other birth. That I'm worrying so much about this one.

My 1st was 4.5hrs. 6lb 15 With only pethadine. I was 20.

My 2nd 29mins. 7lb.1.No pain relief. I was 23.

Now I'm due my 3rd, me and my partners 1st son together...

It's been so long. I was extremely fit wen I fell this time around.. I'm hoping that will help. Another thing that's playing on my mind, is that my partners other children have all been bigger babies... almost 10lb one of them.😶

I'm literally finding myself having a panic about at the most random of times.

Now I'm 26 weeks... it's getting closer... arrggghhhhh..