Where is it going?

Chante • FTM to my perfect December 2018 princess 👼🏽

I feel like no matter what I do I can't pump more milk. I'm seriously afraid that once it's all gone then I won't be able to get it back. I've tried the Mother's Milk Tea and I ordered some lactation cookies from Kaimade, but they haven't even been shipped yet because of the holidays. This makes me incredibly sad