I m not feeling to write my story today..it’s a long one and I m just soo tired after crying for a long time..It’s so lonely for me most of the time..I want this marriage to work coz I know he loves me..But whenever we are having a fight he just keeps his head down and listen(I think he is just hearing and not listening mostly) while I am eager to know what he has to say..I always have to do most of the talking(which I am not good at) when somebody comes home or while we are in a social situation which is very exhausting for me! Not sharing what he thinks makes it harder for me to take decisions..I have to play all possible scenarios about what he might be thinking and ask him yes or no questions..