Venting here...

Jesse
So I'm 32 I have identical twin girls from a previous relationship the are 8. My husband and I have a little girl she's 5. Last year I miscarried at 8 weeks. We want another baby and this was decided in March. We have been actively trying since then and I never had an issue before but now it seems like it's not happening. I don't know what else to do, I'm not one to give up trying when I want something so bad but I'm feeling bummed. Each month to me I'm pregnant and then BAM that evil Aunt Flo pops her head in for a visit. This month I started using the answer ovulation strips I'm on my ninth days of my cycle. The strip seems to have gotten slightly darker today. I don't know how to track CM or chart my temps..I'm lost. Words of encouragement please?