I hate family drama

It's been bothering me all day. Maybe I'm being selfish and I'm a bad person, but I'm just so upset today. My brother called me to brag saying that I was going to be an aunt and that his new girlfriend was pregnant and that it's his kid and they're having a boy. He went on to say they've been hiding it a while but he wanted to tell me today.

Just so upset because hes 19 years old. Living with my mom. Drinking underage. Smoking and doing drugs. He tried to tell me she is 28 weeks along. And yet they just started dating recently and hes been dating and breaking up with girls off and on all the time.

My husband and I have been trying to have children for nearly 4 years with 2 miscarriages and had to go to a fertility clinic for help to get pregnant. And he wants to call and brag. My mom told me to take it with a grain of salt and that she doesn't believe it's his. My husband is pissed that my brother is constantly upsetting me with some type of drama. Just on Christmas eve my brother was talking about how he was thinking about killing himself again. Oh and let's not forget he got the nickname ShTU short for stupid, which is his nickname among his friends, tattooed on his arm.

I'm just so done and tired of him. This is our time right now and it just feels like he's trying to ruin it and get attention. Maybe it's the hormones adding onto it, but I'm just so angry and upset today.