Trying not to feel guilty

I’ve had enough I’m a stay at home mom and do all the cooking cleaning running my kid to school etc , Everyday is the same routine so today (Saturday) I was scrubbing the house while my boyfriend sat on the couch on his phone not helping like usual . So now it’s evening I woke my boyfriend up from a nap ( like he does me ) my son wanted a bath and i decided I’m not making dinner for once . So while my boyfriend is doing dinner and bathing our child I poured a drink and put on a movie . I feel guilty but I need time

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