Off my antidepressants

I took myself off because I couldn’t stop gaining weight.

I have tried a couple other kinds and either felt like a zombie or sick.

Now I am just a depressed mother with no friends.

It’s hard I’m in a relationship but he doesn’t get it he just says I’m crazy or being dramatic.

Can anyone recommend a good medicine that doesn’t pack on the lbs.

I’ve tried every home remedy in the book and nothing actually works