Tomorrow is the day... 😭
Tomorrow is the day I’ve been dreading for a long time. Tomorrow would of been my due date for my the 1st baby I lost. I lost 3 babies last year. 3 pregnancies that ended in a miscarriage for reasons I’ll never understand. Tonight as I’m trying to gather my thoughts I just feel “numb”.
I should be at home right now packing my diaper bag.
I should be anxiously waiting for my water to break.
I should be sitting at home dreaming about what my baby would look like.
I should be imagining the look on my two years old face as she meets her sibling for the 1st time.
I should be smiling as I feel my baby move about inside me.
I shouldn’t be here crying and wondering “why” and “what if”.
Let's Glow!
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