So today is my bf and I 1 year anniversary and it sucks. I called out of work just to spend the day with him. And I feel like he doesn’t even care. He’s just running in and out the house. Not paying me no mind. It’s been a rough year. He’s cheated on me twice and I forgave him. Lately he’s been acting strange, not wanting me around him, not wanting me to call or text him. When I do he gets annoyed and hangs up on me. I’m starting to feel like he lost interest in me I fee like he uses me just for sex. I’ve asked to go out for our anniversary and he responded “i don’t have any money you paying for it “ when he just went out with the guys Friday night. That’s been his excuse all year long. I didn’t get anything for my birthday nothing for Valentine’s Day and nothing for Christmas he claimed he doesn’t celebrate holidays but just went to a Christmas party this past Christmas. I’m just tired of feeling alone. I literally cry myself to sleep every night praying for the courage to get up and leave. I’m tired of being miserable and mistreated.💔 why do I feel so unloved. I do everything for him, I even lost myself while loving and caring for him😪