I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks over Christmas. I’m absolutely devastated.

This sounds awful but I need to get it off my chest. I feel like because it’s so early on that it’s never taken as serious as a miscarriage later on. Mainly because I don’t have any baby to bury and I don’t have anything “real” because it came out as just blood.

I feel like I needed something real or my baby to fully have “closure”. And a small part of me wishes if this was always going to happen I wish I was further along just so I would be taken more seriously and I would have a baby to bury - simply because I feel like everyone will forget and because it’s so early on people just disregard it because it’s “not as serious” as a late miscarriage.

That sounds really awful but I just wish someone understands. Obviously I never wanted this to happen but I don’t have anything real left just an empty space. :(

I hope that makes sense but that’s how I feel. I’m sorry if this offends anyone I just wanted to get that off my chest.