Omg I'm so mad at myself (long)

I forgot to get my letters for school I always get them super early I thought I had them in my backpack nope not in there yay just great now I have to leave my house get me and the babies ready before 6am breakfast etc because I go back to school tomorrow at 8am I have to hurry pick up my letters which are still at school in then go to class all day tomorrow and the days to come until April, on top of the holidays my health issues work was crazy busy and to parent my babies by myself because my husband isn't here I simply forgot... I need a break from life omg I can't believe this happened I tell my friend (S) this because I'm so frustrated within myself. I always have everything planned and ready... for myself and the babies oh and it's 7:43am I have been awake since 5am woke up in a panic crying and I have to find a ride to do all of this because I don't have a vehicle because I was in a bad car wreck back in may of 18' and I would take my husbands car but we lost everything so hopefully my friend won't mind driving me I'm bouncing around from place to place either I will stay with my mom -closer to school and work if she lets me borrow her car- or I stay with my friend (S).... sorry I'm just very overwhelmed and stressed out I'm going to try to have a good day even though I'm struggling.. (please don't pity me I'm trying to get back on my feet none of us were expecting to lose our belongings) but we are ok. I'm thankful that I somewhat have a support system 🙏🖤

Have a good day or try an make someone else's day better

But I really wish my migraine would go away ugh I have to much to do today to just not be able to function another busy busy day