Looking for insight/cycle buddy/friend

Amanda

Long story short-20 months ago I had a reversal, not one BFP yet, hormones just balanced out two months ago, I’m cd26 trying my hardest not to symptom spot but it’s hard.. one breast is much bigger than the other, leaking creamy cm/water, headaches, and extremely emotionally and worried..worried about everything..

Help!!!! I’ve tested two days ago and the test couldn’t be more negative and af is wed..