Ugh...

So I don’t ever get along with girls very well. I’m super awkward and come off too blunt sometimes for people. It’s something I’ve struggled with my whole life. I just get along with guys so much better.

One of my husbands best friends has a new girlfriend for maybe like close to 2 months now. They started dating immediately when they met. She’s 24 and they still go out dancing and drinking and stuff which is fine but it’s just never really been my scene. Anyways... I haven’t met her but he keeps inviting us to go do things or come over and do game night and stuff but I just can’t bring myself to go. I’m 39 weeks and I really just don’t want to. Not only because I’m pregnant and exhausted, but she seems like a super girly girl and I just don’t want to deal with the awkwardness of us not having anything in common or the small talk. But I feel like the longer I put it off, the more of a bitch I’m going to seem like and she’s going to have that in her mind when we meet too. And if I go, that means I have to actually put on pants. 😭

Sigh...