The daily pain

Abortion is the worst thing that ever happened to me. At the time it seemed like the worst thing in my life was a child and now all I see is how it would have changed my life for the better. I regret it and I cannot move on. Even single motherhood interests me. I was with him for four years and he told me he wouldn’t be there for me and I was already scared without him telling me that. I regret it so much