Decisions

I'm posting annon in fear of being judged. But I am 19 and I think I am pregnant. I am transferring to a university this next fall. The baby's dad will be in the same town if I went to this college, since he goes to a neighboring college. I'm scared of not being able to provide for this baby if I do have it. I would stay at home to ensure that I have a job, but I couldn't live at home because I am the oldest of 5+ and we don't have much room as it is. I don't want to place a burden on my family because I am unable to provide for my child. On the flip side, I am thinking about getting an abortion. I really don't want to, but It would make school easier and give us a second chance to try again to be normal, but I'm afraid of the toll it might take on my mental health. Does anyone have any advice about babies in college or about abortions?? It would be greatly appreciated.✨