Antidepressants & pregnancy

Has anyone here took anxiety medication while pregnant & had a healthy baby? For the past day my anxiety has been through the roof, I’ve had more panic attacks since than my whole life dealing with anxiety. I’m currently 9 weeks & it feels like hell. It’s taking a toll on me mentally that makes me just wanna stay in my room. My panic attacks manifest as gagging cause I feel like my throat muscles close up & they feel the worse when I finish eating. I’m even scared to go to my appointments