I unexpectedly found out that I was pregnant December 16th and it was very far from planned, my birth control failed. Even though we were definitely not ready for this we were both super excited. December 23rd I started spotting and the 24th I started bleeding really bad. It absolutely crushed me & to have to go through this on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> & Christmas was horrible. I wanted to lay in bed all day and cry but I had to go and pretend everything was fine. So on December 28th I went and got this done and I couldn’t be more thankful. It has helped me move on and even though I’m still mentally destroyed from this, anytime I look down and see this tattoo it makes me feel a little bit better 💙💖