Was I wrong

My cousin and I are not speaking atm. I was going to go to the town where she lives for vacation but I told her in January maybe and she told me “why do I want you to come in January? (She wanted me to go in December) so I told maybe next year was best so I can be there in December (2019) I told her I’d rather go in December because my friend might come with me and I didn’t want to be bored because she (my cousin) always has new friends ( I have anxiety and im a bit of antisocial ) so I hate making new friends every year I go to her town she has new friends and I hate making new friends if it isn’t people I already know.

she took it the bad way as if I said It was boring being with her . And that’s not what I said and I explained that’s not what I tried to say and all she said was ok bye and I didn’t answer cause honestly I felt as if it was dumb cause I spoke clearly what I said.

idk y’all we haven’t been speaking for a month and we used to talk every day