4th pregnancy

Bri

okay so I just had a babygirl 3rd csection September 4th she’s 4 months now and I’m pregnant again .. this is my fourth pregnancy back to back meaning like I’ve been pregnant every year back to back 2016- Now I was on birth control trimonessa but it failed me I’m kinda scared I tried to end it because of embarrassment what should I do I thought about abortion but against it has anyone ever went through anything like this ???