Depressed...

I’m beginning to feel really depressed. We currently live with my mom, to save money before baby arrives.. However I miss being independent. I want to nest and create a warm environment to bring my baby home to and I can’t seem to be happy about it. It seems like every time I try someone tells me, it’s too early, that’s wrong, exc. 😞 I’m to the point I’m just miserable and not excited anymore about anything. What I thought would be the happiest time in my life has left me crying myself to sleep night after night. I used to feel so happy when i saw all of my baby girls items in the house, now I feel like I’m a burden and it’s useless to even try. I’m 31 +4 right now...