Why do I fall for it every month 😔😔

Erin • We trust God will bless us with our miracle soon, in the mean time we keep trying and giving thanks.
I've been cramping on and off since Sunday, no AF... Today is 14dpo, I have had lots of CM and a lot of yellow snot like cm.  I've been moody, which I know could be pms as well.  I caved and bought the expensive brand, bfn. 😔 we've been trying for 23 months for our first.  We are starting to meet with a fertility clinic.