Today, January 10, 2019, would have been my due date for the baby we should have had.. May 8, 2018 I found out I was pregnant and both my husband and I were overwhelmed with joy and excitement to have a beautiful baby of our own to love and watch grow and mold into an amazing child. But May 28 we lost the baby and had to accept the fact that it was not the right time for us and God had a plan. It took me months to finally accept that but eventually I did and I have learned to live with it. But now that the due date has come I am again trying to cope and accept that it wasn’t my time. It is still so hard for me to watch many people have these beautiful babies or see pregnancy announcements on Facebook or such but I am still excited for them and I know one day it will be me. Today we remember our little baby we never got to name or meet, but we still love with all our heart. R.I.P. baby.😔💗💙💔