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I got a vvfl Monday and set appointment and wanted to see Next Monday. Well wokeup yesterday at 3:30 am to a gush of blood in toilet. Went to wipe and dark red blood and been bleeding clots. Not in pain or anything but going on today and still DARK RED BLOOD. I am deeply hurt and how do you cope? This is the first time this happened to me. Have a appointment Monday just to make sure. I cried yesterday a lot and beg and pled to got. I guess he wanted his lil angel back for a reason. Any suggestions or word of wisdom please help