Birthing Alone

SlysWife

So I'm pregnant with our third child and with our first two my husband was my rock and a big part of how I was able to have them naturally without any pain meds. For this baby's due date my husband is going to be away at training for his job and probably won't make it. I want to believe I'm strong enough to do it by myself but I don't have that confidence yet. I'm thinking I'll have to opt for pain meds for this one but I really don't want to. Anyone else birth alone before? (Obviously I don't mean really alone, just with nurses and not a loved one) Sorry if I sound pathetic, I have anxiety issues. 😝