Just needed to rant.

When I got married I weighed 156, put on a some weight (within two years) My prepregnancy weight was about 173 I'm 5'6. I'm currently 21 weeks & I'm up 23 pounds 😭 I know it's horrible. I feel huge & feel ugly!!! I asked my doc if it was okay & she said it was fine. (Which I don't agree with) I feel even if I'm trying to watch what I eat I STILL gain weight. I've always struggled with my weight & get really butt hurt when someone says "your huge", "you've gotten so  big". I feel like I can't even enjoy being pregnant from worrying so much about gaining any more weight. 😔