Orgasm??

So I’ve always had a hard time having an orgasm. For a really long time I thought something was wrong with me.

No guy, not even myself would be able to make me orgasm.

I’ve been dating this guy for a while now and I enjoy spending time with him. I used to not like having sex but sex with my boyfriend is amazing now and I actually enjoy it.

At first he would be so disappointed that I couldn’t orgasm but the last few times that we’ve had sex have been so different from the other times.

I don’t think he’s doing anything different but for once I actually feel like I’m hitting my climax. The only problem is, I don’t know if I’m having an orgasm specially because I’ve never had one and nothing comes out.

Tonight I had sex with my boyfriend and felt that same climax, it was amazing and then I pulled myself away from him and a few seconds later I felt like I tinkled a little bit when I got up from the bed it looked like I peed a little bit there was white stuff all over it.... what exactly is that?