Mini trip

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So my baby shower isn't until I am almost 37 weeks along and I'm just like ahhh because we have barely bought anything for her, I have lots of clothes hand me downs from my 2 nieces which is completely fine by me but I haven't washed them her nursery is painted needs to be touched up though and I have a few DIYs that id like to do but I feel like I am running out of time! I am almost 36 weeks, I am a stay at home mom with a almost 4'year old boy which we have to repaint his room as well, my husband works all the time it's over night and he's military on top of that. Then on the weekends on his days off its like we can never get anything done due to his folks always wanting to take up our whole weekend and make us feel bad for doing our family things... I know I am just rambling and ranting lol I am just a nervous wreck my son came early and I feel this little girl will as well I am measuring 1-2 weeks ahead so who knows when she is really going to come I am really ready for Monday I have my 36 week appointment which they are doing the strep b testing I know not all dr s will but I am going to ask my dr to check see where I am sitting with thinning and dialation, and I want to see if we can get an idea of her weight or do a growth scan her daddy was a big baby and he is 6ft4 and with me measuring ahead and only have gained about 6 lbs just really has me on edge as well! Lol I am a mess!!! I think this is why I never sleep anymore so much on my mind! I actually cried today because I wanted a nap but couldn't take one my son wouldn't go down for a nap with me so no nap for mommy!!!! Lol what a mess huh?! Anyone else feel this way?!