This is the 5th time being pregnant, and i fucking hate it so much. I hate the morning sickness, hell, its not even only in the morning, its like an everyday and night thing. It only goes away for a while after eating. But a few mins later, ill feel like throwing up all the stuff that i ate. Sighh, being pregnant is such a torture!!! I have to go thru this shit for 9 weeks straight! Its like im having the stomach flu for 9 wks! Its hard to breathe and i feel like theres so much shit in my chest thats stuck in there. I feel cold all the time, i have zero appetite, i hate drinking water, i hate the taste inside my mouth. I get headaches, i feel bloated all the damn time. I feel horrible!!

Ill say 2nd trimester is the best, but as soon as 3rd trimester hits, im gonna get back pain, pelvic pain, its gonna hurt like hell to get up and walk, after lying down.

Then comes the labor, where itll be super painful as hell!

After labor, comes the engorged breast, which is super painful as fuck too. I feel like theyre going to explode! They itches and they hurt like as if the inside of my skin is tearing off!

Then the no sleep at all, and bleeding. Mother nature coming back! Sighh.

I have 2 under 3yrs old baby, another one on the way, now its 3 under 3! with zero help from the husband. Sighh...

Yeah, children are a blessings, but the process of having them is so painful, and its like a tortured!