So, i had this guy that i’m having sex with for almost 2 years. I fell for him. I was hoping that there is something in between us. Because it feels like there is something, and there was. But we weren’t able talk about what’s goin’ on. About our feelings. So, we just let our relationship go that way. We were happy when we were together. We’re having sex. And then, something in the work came up and he needs to be transfered to the head office while i am being left at the site office. Until then, we barely had communication and stopped seeing each other. Then suddenly, i just found out that he and his ex just got back together.

I was hurt. I cant focus on my work. I came to work late. Until i cant handle my emotions anymore that i have to quit my job. I unfriended him on fb. Unresponsive to his chats and to the group chats that he created.

Its been almost 4yrs, but I haven’t moved in from him yet. Last year, he has a followers request on Intagram. I accepted then deleted him again. Coz i feel like im not yet ready to communicate with him if that’s the reason why he has a request on IG. After a while, a sent another request. It was only last December that I accepted his request. After that, he messaged me. Asking how am I doing. And then asked me when will be my vacation and he’s asking me to meet him. He wants us to meet. I dont know why. I asked him why. But he didnt say anything. He said, he just wanted to meet. It’s a bit strange.

Im not sure i ready to meet him yet. Any opinion guys? Why does he want to meet me? Years had passed already. Why just now?