Morning everyone

As the title says really...I’m terrified!

Have a scan at 11:30 today. I’m 11 weeks. I have two children (ages 7 and 8) but suffered a miscarriage in September (blighted ovum discovered at around 8 weeks)

Anyway I’ve asked for a scan a bit early due to a couple of episodes of spotting. Sorry for tmi but spotting was only when wiped (mixed with cervical mucus). I had it around 6 weeks, 9 weeks and 10.

Only thing is I also had similar with my miscarriage so I’m just convinced same thing is happening again so I’m preparing myself for more bad news today.

I just don’t know how I’m going to cope with another miscarriage. I’m trying to be positive (I know it doesn’t sound like I am) but I want this so much.