i don’t know what to do with life anymore

i just downloaded this again because i know i can only talk to y’all about this. not my boyfriend, friends, or parents. i go to a church. i’m a christian. i love God. i live for God. i’m a teenager and usually a happy person. i am so fed up with people though. one of my ex friends texting me pretty much bragging about a camp that she was going to invite me to (but i prob wouldn’t have even gone because she does like to single me out and go about with her other friends) i am so done with her. and i look at vsco and stuff and she’s like thank goodness for my best friend. which keep in mind isn’t me anymore. omgosh i can’t.