Ok so I used to think I’m bi but now I’m wondering am I actually lesbian? I recently had a crush on a guy, but was it real or forced? I really only liked talking to him through text so I didn’t see his face. Then at school I’d feel really uncomfortable around him. I’m currently obsessed with a girl that I only spent 8 hours with. Even though I was dead tired and having allergic reactions I just couldn’t stop watching her, seeing her laugh and smile. Her presence made me feel so bubbly inside. I knew that I wanted to date her, and I could see myself marrying her. I’ve only had 2 “crushes” on guys. The first one that I wrote about, and the other one that I now see he was insanely feminine. I don’t like the idea of touching a dick, is all this a sign? HELP