I still miss our girl. We have share group at the hospital tonight. It is for parents/people who have suffered a pregnancy loss, stillbirth or child loss.

We got a call and have an appointment with Maternal Fetal Medicine in March. Originally they weren't going to see us unless we were pregnant again, but we are not pregnant that I know of. I am interested to see what the high risk dr has to say about our loss. Literally everything and everyone else has given us zero answers.

I am feeling better physically and mentally but it also makes me feel a little guilty. I know it doesn't mean I don't love her if I start taking better care of myself...it is just hard to balance joy and grief at the same time. I am trying baby girl. I am trying.

Thinking about our Rosalie today. ♡