I hate feeling like

Ashley

A bad mom and wife. I just want to be able to give my husband the family that he deserves. He has an 8 year old from a previous relationship and we have full custody. Hes such an amazing dad to our boy and I know he wants more. I do too more than anything. My heart breaks every month. I hide in my room for days at a time, never leaving my bed. My husband and son deserve more than what I can give them. 😞