Abortion at 9 weeks

Hello,

So I am entering my 9 weeks of being pregnant. I went and found out I was 8 weeks and six days pregnant yesterday, 01/17/19.. with me being in school (second yr in college ) I know i am not ready for a baby. Also, i was raped and i am still healing from that. My boyfriend is very supportive of whatever I wanted to do. I’ve decided to have my abortion and I’m having it this upcoming Monday. I have been slightly emotional about it, but I just know it’s best for me. Does anyone have any good ways to stay distracted and not think about the baby? I’m praying all goes well and I heal fine. Also, having my boyfriend is a huge help. But for those who have had their abortions, please tell me it’s going to get better as time goes by. Pray for me please. 💔

Update:

Had the abortion on the 21st, was an emotional wreck. Been around my boyfriend and he has been GREAT. My emotions are still a roller coaster, but he’s there for me at all times of the day. For those who may wonder, I had the surgical abortion and it was much better than expected. Wanted to do the pill at first but Im so happy I went the route of surgical because it was quick an easy. I miss my baby, but I know I am doing what was best for both me and my boyfriend. Maybe in a few years, I’ll be blessed with another one after I graduate from college and start my career. And that’ll be my rainbow baby. But , this baby will ALWAYS be my first and ALWAYS have a place in my heart. Also, thank you all for your kind words. Means a lot. ❤️