Do you ever feel used?

I go to college and its like I have to beg him to talk to me. One word texts. No good morning or good night texts, I have to be the one to message him first if not he won’t reply until like 5pm. No I miss you, or I love you.

& I came home for the weekend today and we were bickering here and there and I realized that I shouldn’t be annoyed. So I changed my attitude and it seemed to work. Then we went to his place and he was being cute with me and then we had sex...

After sex, he didn’t say anything to me. He got on the Xbox and put on his headset. He started playing his game and about an hour & a half later I asked him what his work schedule was like. He works all day tomorrow and Sunday and Monday night. So I said when are we going to see each other and his reply was, “can we not talk about this. It sounds like a chore”. I told him that we barely talk when I’m at college and that I wanted to see him this weekend and spend some time with him and he got mad at me for being up his ass...

Am I wrong? Idk what to do. I feel like crying but I know if I do he’ll call me a crybaby...