Never in a million years would I consider posting this but hey 🤷🏾‍♀️ Even if it’s still anonymous right now, it’s still better than nothing. I’ll come around eventually.

So, I’ve always been a heavy girl. All my life 🙄 Until about 10th grade, When i started getting out the house more, walking places I needed to go when I had I ride, eating less cause I was a teen.. always out & about. I was small until about 2016.. I started getting a lil chunky, I was fresh into my relationship with my husband. Sometime after, I got on the depo shot due to me forgetting to take my pills. Terrible idea. I only had 2 shots (6 months on it) & I gained weight SOO fast. That’s when my PCOS came along. God my skin is so ugly, my facial hair growth is terrible & my weight is disgustinggggg 😫😫 I never had a problem with eating healthy so I’ve tried that. I work a lot (that’s a workin itself🙄) so I don’t have time to workout much but I’m going to do it more. It’s going to be a slow process, I see it now. I don’t see how I gained 50+ pounds so fast but losing it is so hard. When I lost weight the first time, I wasn’t even trying.. Hell, I hardly noticed until people kept asking me how I lost so much weight or if I was on a diet 😂 why it can’t be easy like that again? 😭 These love handles are killer, they have to GOOOO. I liked being cute, finally 😂 is

This was my body back then.. mind you, I’ve never been that small, or ever had a face that smooth & clear. I thought I had finally blossomed into a butterfly after being a fat caterpillar all my life 😂😂 Boys finally paid attention to me, too! Never in life have that happened 😂 My weight was between 180-190, this was 2014- early 2016

Then BOOM💥 Blew up like a f’ing fun jump 😫 I know the quality of the pictures are horrible, my camera is trash right now. But you can’t miss that stomach 🙄 This is currently, and in weighing at about 240. This is ridiculous. I need help, advice.. a miracle.. something 🗣🗣😂